We try to explain away our lack of emotion all the time. We say things like," You can't get wrapped up in emotion with this job you'll just go crazy." Bit I can't help but wounded if we've already gone crazy.
Sorry I took so long. I've been laid up since last week with strained back muscle from moving a couch for my FIL who wouldn't let anyone help me because he didn't want them to see how messy his house is.